im feeling totally and completey stressed about college, there is no possible way i can get all of this work done.
i feel like im gonna flunk out
i just wanna drop out and take a year off but i know my parents will just kill me.
i feel so alone, i broke up with walter, rob stopped talking to me, mark fell off the face of the earth, ryan is still the one my heart belongs too and im single. i feel so alone and sad, i just miss being completely happy and in love. ryan just broke up with his gf and weve been talking like old times and weve been hanging out, its a start but as always i cannot rely on him to come thru. besides i know that bitch had sex with him and if we do get back together im so scared of being compared all the time to her and it just scares me and makes me sad. i feel so alone and sad. i feel like ive lost everyone who was important and school is just way too overwhelming. thank god i have my family, im sure that right guy will come along. but as for rob im just so confused, soooo confused, i just want him to talk to me again, i dunno what i did and if hes judging me on the fact that im a little overweight then fuck him cuz thats fucked up. i dnt see how it could be my weight because he saw all my facebook pictures before we met and after we met he was acting really normal and made plans to hang out later in the week, but now hes disappeared. i dunno whats going on and im so sad and feeling so alone.
this just sucks so much, i wanna feel loved and find that perfect guy. i just wish i could reach intot he TV and pull doug heferrnan (king of queens) out of the televison, haha hes the kinda guy im looking for, sweet funny teddy bear funnnnnyyyy guy. :( im so sad. this has got to get better.
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