well the heart ache just gets worse. rob has still ignored me, he may have found someone new. it just hurts so bad and im so confused. how can people be so inconsiderate. jeff is a really nice guy and we still always talk but i feel like maybe he just wants to be friends, i think he way too hot for me. i just feel so alone. i went from having so many guys at my feet, to everyone disappearing and now im alone.
starting tomorrow its gonna be a new me. im gonna follow this schedule ive laid out for myself, im going to get serious, start to work out, work on my school work, and get my life together. never agin will another guy walk out on me, im getting myself and my life into shape. its time. im fed up with feeling hurt, i wanna feel whole and happy and by starting this schedule i will be on my way to achieving happiness.
wish me luck! i know i can do this. im starting my new life. here i go.
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